Sometimes I wonder if I'm a too depressing person.
Sometimes I wonder why I can't believe in beautiful things and people.
Sometimes I wonder what if I cannot make movies any more.
Sometimes I wonder what if I just died today and what's gonna happen tomorrow.
Sometimes I wonder why I just can't let those things go and live this life a little easier.
And, sometimes I wonder why there're so many friends to help me making movies.
I'm such a fucking wasted trashy person since I was a damn kid.
I've been believing that I'm not supposed to live my life just like now.
Sometimes I can't believe it and confused. I know it's weird for some people.
I don't know what to think, what to say... but the only thing I'm sure is I love them.
And movies we've made.
Now I wonder why I wanted to write about all these here today.